Xanax and Wine lyrics

Anybody heard the "Xanax and Wine" outtake, which is obviously an early version of "Fast Cars" (it has exactly the same verses, but a different sound and a real chorus)? I like "Fast Cars" much better, but had to smile at these lyrics from the beginning of the "Xanax and Wine" chorus:
Save me, save me from myself
I know that you've been good to me
But now I need you not to be...